ugh...

My leg is having another shit fit... there's this pressure in it that is just so fucking annoying! I get angry because when this happens, my feet begin to throb and I know what that means: I'm having yet another circulatory malfunction due to some sugar intake. I hate this! I've worked so hard to stay out of the pre-diabetic range with my ICW levels but still, it happens. My doctor is too dismissive of it too... I just want it to stop. I'm in tears as I write this because I know in my heart that this is the beginning of the end for my leg. I ran track, I played ball... I don't want to question God but damn! Why is this happening to me?