She here finally! Dannica Rae, 8lbs 6oz 20inches, beautiful baby with strong vocal cords was born 10/28/09 at 11:10 p.m. PST. I am a happy woman; my best friend brought me joy once again and helped me see more of what I want in life. 

The only thing I am having a hard time dealing with is what the heck to do.  In the past, I was like secondary with the kids; the father wasn't around.  But last night, I had to pull myself from Dannica at the last second because she has a daddy too, the lucky girl. I am so happy for her since my boys really didn't have their real father but now have a dad in Dion. So where does that leave me? The quirky but cool god-mommy, that always gives the cool gifts and has something funny to say still has her title but now channeled in a new direction.  Its time to go hard in building my own future.