I come to realize that everyone that has come into my life, has had some purpose... or rather has impacted my life in a way that has help steered me on my own path. I don't regret meeting those people, but I do have this sense of "I wish" in retrospect to just about everyone I have come in contact with over the last year.
"I wish I didn't care"
"I wish he wasn't so inticing"
"I wish she wasn't always right"
"I wish I wasn't so far"
"I wish I never met him. or him"
LOL, of course we all know hindsight is 20/20 but I hate this feeling. I just really wish... sigh.
I thought things would be a lot different then the way they are, but it's just indication that some things are just not meant to be. But what I will say is that I have made an interesting life for myself. I have made and relinquished friendships but all in all, I have learned to be myself and to take myself as I am.
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